Inside in this year I lost too many thing, I don「t want to think, return want use shiver of the hands minute down this time.
在这一年里我失去了太多太多的东西,要我不想去想,还想用颤抖的双手记录下这个时刻。
As long as it lasted, I made use of it to minute down the days of the month on which any remarkable thing happen」d to me, and first by casting up times past.