what can i do now is the time for the birthday of the parents to send their son's blessings: good health, yishou yannian!
我现在能做的就是在父母生日的时候给他们送上儿子的祝福:身体健康,益寿延年!
what can i do now is to make my day significant, and to strive for a perfect, at least good opportunity for me to come back to the place i am yearning for day and night.