now i am afflicted with illness, and used-up. my body curled up by 85%, and couldn't say a word since several years ago, and i have paralysed in bed for 15 years. now i doubt that i can live longer.
现实中的我因疾病的残酷折磨,根茎枯萎,我躯体的85%扭曲变形,几年前我就不能说话了,已经瘫痪在床15个半寒暑,而今我的生命恐将走向终点。